Tears flow...

saya sangat sedih waktu ini. amat sedih! gara-gara keputusan Han-oppa yg telah nekad untuk keluar dari my idol group-Suju!~please..please..somebody tell me that's only a rumors..please...~

saya tidak boleh terima kenyataan ni. sgt mengejutkan dan terlalu drastik.. everyday i prayed supaya semua ni hanyalah nitemare..tetapi...*burst into tears*
Tuhan..ia sgt memeritkan dan menyakitkan. sy tidak betah melihat Suju wif 12 members. sungguh!!..*keep on crying*....

selepas ini:
-sy akan membiasakan diri untuk support SJ wif 12 members and Han-oppa separately!
- No more 13, from now on only 12..*crying again*
-13princes tetap dlm hati..no matter what!
-Han-oppa, sy tetap sokong n sayang kamu..

go SUJU, go Han-oppa!!Hwaitin'!!
~i love all of you no matter what!~

komen "yati-unni"..

tadi di facebook, yati-amonie bg komen ttg sesuatu..

amonie: tak ensem lgsung.hahaha
me : saper?
amonie: ur.....tupperware
me : sungguh jujur jawapan anda!
amonie: aku gelak sakan ms aku tgk pict dak tu..haha
me : jika amonie kata cmtu saya berasa sgt gembira.hihihi. ~masa tuk senyum sampai tido.~=)
amonie: jom senyum bersama..=)
me : wah!terase sangat bahagie.hehehe

thanx amonie!! komen tu membuat aku rs lega..no regret at all!=) jd, mr.CKH di korea tak perlu bimbang..sy baek2 aje.xnkal pon.~ish..yeke?!hiks.~making innocent face~kali ni btul2 nekad tuk g korea..cume tak tau je bile..hehexD~

(Mr.CKH: kamu jgn nakal2 aa..siapla kalo dpt tau..)ahaks!(^*;)v

kemahuan saat ini

ya..tahukah anda? spring is coming now in S.Korea..mau pergi! mau pegi korea skrang juga.mau sgt2!! i love spring n flowers too..(^^;)inilah kemahuan saya ketika ini!!

me: dia yg 'blik' Malaysia(from korea) xlame lagi.sila bwak bunga untuk saya ya!(^*;) atau saya ikut kamu blik Korea nti..hehexD

dia: i love winter! and..and..spring too(setelah melihat muka saya yg hampir b'tukar kaler.~taktik yg sgt berkesan~xD)

i know you loves skiing+winter..but sunrises di musim bunga sgt indah..dont u know honey?

sesi interview+sesi motivasi

pagi semlm:

pegi interview. ini adalah rumusannya;
-sesi interview yg sgt santai!
-xde soalan mengarut dan merapu..hihihi
-Pn.kaunselor yg mesraaaaaa..~suke sgtx3~
- the environment make me comfort!spt mau tdo=p~setelah b'panas jln kaki.huhhuhu~

dan plg best..ianya spt 'anjakan paradigma'dlm diri. terima kasih Pn.Kaunselor!=)

last heart beatss..

di facebook;
i meet him.suddenly, my heart beat so fasts..
~after a few years never met~

still da same boy;
-wearing t-shirt in his fave color
-doing hair style i liked!
-no smile..(=_=)~as usual~
and more 'kurus' than before...

me: dats was a long story.~tibe2 mr.ck muncul.and washed away that memories...=) aih..

Permintaan di usia-18

semalam adalah birthday my beloved youngest sister yg ke 18 tahun...~ saengil chukha hamnida...sudah besar la wei!!~

my sis:"unni"...bley tak belikan Latio?~she asked me suddenly~ looking at me with her big beautiful eyes.
me: apa? latio??~aku salah dengar ke ni~
my sis: *nodding*smiling*...~u must see how her face looks like on that time~
me: you know very well how much the brand new latio, don't you?~ kali ni aku betul2 tak salah dgr~
my sis: *nodding again* that's why i'm asking you.. not today, after you get a good job. a very GOOD job. then you buy me one. ok?
me: aha..~thinks~ K.I.V..(at this time i really don't know how to say to my "dongseng")
my sis: kamsa hamnida, unni! love you!
me: love you too honey!..

i keep wondering about that. "permintaan di usia-18" yang menakutkan itu.huhu.. maybe you can say, she's just a 'kid' and it would be nothing. but for me, its everything. its all about hopes, believes, and loves. i just can't say NO when it comes from my sisters. Just can't! inilah agaknya perasaan menjadi 'big' unni (i guess..)~sis, your "unni" really nice hah!?~xDhehehe

i can't imagine what would she asks me when i get into a job later...maybe a castle.i guess. ~oh! 'terrifying'!!~

me: sis, you want your latio wait until your unni married with a rich man! hehehe (^*;)v

~Cik Sally penyebar "virus" itu~

Sally semua ni berpunca dari ko tau. ko lah yang membawa "virus" tu. tengok skang.. aku dah x bley kalo x tengok citer korea@jepun. sebab "virus" ko, aku n mala xjadi nak wat assemen, gara2 tgk citer 'we got married', 'love letters', 'you're beautiful',bla...,bla...

me: mala, aku tak ajak ko ye..ko yg nak tengok sgt td. don't blame it to me. blame it on sally. all her fault..heheheXD

sejak "virus" sally tu, aku menjadi "ahli kelab":
-korea n nihon dramas
-SJ 'kipas susah mati'
-mari belajar bahasa Korea n Jepun...(one of my cousin further study kat Jepun so aku must work hard study korean. i envy of her! maura, hwaitin'!!)

me: cik sally,kamsa hamnida! kerana "virus" tu, aku sgt happy skang ni...hahaha (^^;)v

hangeng-oppa...please..

i am not in a good mood in these few days. so 'emo'...sometimes get anger very easily. because that news.hangeng-oppa make me sad. really sad!

what am i trying to say is... its really hard for me to admit if that 'thing' come true at the end of the days. please..please hangeng-oppa don't do that to me, to us. maybe i don't get the pictures so clearly and am not in your shoes..BUT i still believe that there must be a good way to settle it down. A GOOD WAY!

for hangeng-oppa; if that 'thing' can make you smile again and more cheerful.. i have to accept it. HAVE TOO(even its painful and frustrated). As long as you are happy, i am happy too. Remember, i still love you no matter what!! Oppa, hwaitin'! (^^;)v

>>it would be great if SJ can stay '13' forever..>>

i see..

"oh..maura!'mabuk' again!.."

them: you like him very badly,do you?
me: erm..err..*blush*nodded*
them: that's so obvious..don't say anything. stop dreaming la honey!
me: please..don't 'wake me up'. please..i'm begging you!
then,suddenly
one of them : let her be.we can't do nothing when she's 'mabuk'..
and me, 'terus-terusan' drowning in beautiful colors..ah! i see rainbow overthere!!